Taking my time in this puzzle called LIFE...

I do not know why I am having an urge in writing this again to be included in my blog. I feel the drive. I do not know if my emotions are right to have my thoughts be focused on it. SO, let’s Start.
I’ve been away from love for a while and now that I am writing too much I can feel this is an addiction. Teardrops fell as fast as rain can do it on my window pane. And I realized, I have to take my time for me to be eventually okay. I just felt things were not easy. Some of it were actually wasting my time but I shall say NO REGRETS! Not because I am denying it but because I am now again under control. Like the way it used to be and it should have been. Now I know, wherever I go, I just have to take my time. I really do not know if things are now going my way but one thing is for sure I want to be happy and make a difference in me. All I am now is because of my bitter and delighting past. It was an enticing experience conglomerated with love, laughter’s and fuelled up by a thousand sensations. Now that I am taking my time, I am having my second thoughts about what LIFE has to offer for me. I opened myself to innovations. I continue challenging myself through education and meeting people different from the world that I’ve been.
I know I’ve been stupid for a while and been fooled and now confused with a heart that was bruised a million times. Is my healing time enough? Is catching myself better than letting another do it for me? I know I will be okay. I tried keeping myself busy and making it to the top and now that I am finally fine. I can’t help but think how life could just be going for me. Life is really a continuous process of learning. I asked for the signs before, vulnerable at that, and now I’ve stopped. I was swept by my overwhelming emotions and now I realized, at the end of the day, you will always go back to yourself and you alone! I was despaired, I was drowned but I kept an arm hanging on. SO much hurt and pains, now is the time to regain it and make it on the top! Now I’ve learned before asking my partner if they have loved me is not really a question to utter anymore, it is better to ask if I had love myself just enough to be treasured by another.
NOW I always know, I shall always take my time ‘till everything shall fall into its right perspective. COMPROMISE is the word that shall let us stick together! Meeting each other HALF-WAY!..Wherever you are... I know my virtue of patience shall find you in GOD’s TIME!

360/180 degrees... REalize the angle you are in

Leaving just isn’t easy! It is unfortunate and it happens! When it does, we fight it because leaving someone you have spent time with and loving is no easy task. In every relationship, regardless of how it started or how it is ending, there are so many good things you have convinced yourself could and should keep together. They do, until the day you wake up and realize the things that once worked no longer do.
you know you’ve changed. you’ve grown.The little things that once brought a smile to your face are now burden in your heart. you know what you have to do. you just don’t know how to do it. You don’t want anyone, especially you, to get hurt. You know that if you could just move beyond the fear, the guilt, the anticipation of anger, you could close this door. It wouldn’t be easy, but you could move on. You know you have done the best you could do. You know you have given all that you have to give. Yet for some reason you keep on trying to make it work. Well. here is something that you may not know..
When you have learned all you can learn in a relationship, its season will end. When you have healed what you came into the relationship to heal, its purpose has been fulfilled. When a relationship is over, it is over! Hanging on will only make the days ahead darker!
You may have thought that ending a realtionship was a difficult, challenging or unnecessary experience.
Acknowledge and accept all that you have learned and all that you have healed. When you can be grateful for those things, it will be easier to let go.
Acknowledge the lessons learned, blessings earned and wounds that have been healed.
Realize that people do come into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime!

...now. ..that i'm seeing what I've written before. I shall say.. Realize the angle you are in..SHall you stay (360') or shall you go? (180')... As much as possible, I do not want to go over what I've written.. NOw i SEe.. I realized how painful it was for me.. Yes it WAS! and It will always will be! but one thing is for sure I am healed.. Because I can look at it now. NO tears of regrets. No disappoinments toward thyself. My life now is happier and more matured, and with a wider point of view.If you feel like the relationship you are in now is just worth saving. GO! give it a chanCE. Take not I did say, A CHANCE (not chances)..but if not.... cry it all out.give yourself a good cry. good cry, GO!because you are giving up and not letting go. The difference between the two? GIVING UP is surrendering it because it not right anymore and Letting GO is making it go when it was rightfully yourS! ....