Taking my time in this puzzle called LIFE...

I do not know why I am having an urge in writing this again to be included in my blog. I feel the drive. I do not know if my emotions are right to have my thoughts be focused on it. SO, let’s Start.
I’ve been away from love for a while and now that I am writing too much I can feel this is an addiction. Teardrops fell as fast as rain can do it on my window pane. And I realized, I have to take my time for me to be eventually okay. I just felt things were not easy. Some of it were actually wasting my time but I shall say NO REGRETS! Not because I am denying it but because I am now again under control. Like the way it used to be and it should have been. Now I know, wherever I go, I just have to take my time. I really do not know if things are now going my way but one thing is for sure I want to be happy and make a difference in me. All I am now is because of my bitter and delighting past. It was an enticing experience conglomerated with love, laughter’s and fuelled up by a thousand sensations. Now that I am taking my time, I am having my second thoughts about what LIFE has to offer for me. I opened myself to innovations. I continue challenging myself through education and meeting people different from the world that I’ve been.
I know I’ve been stupid for a while and been fooled and now confused with a heart that was bruised a million times. Is my healing time enough? Is catching myself better than letting another do it for me? I know I will be okay. I tried keeping myself busy and making it to the top and now that I am finally fine. I can’t help but think how life could just be going for me. Life is really a continuous process of learning. I asked for the signs before, vulnerable at that, and now I’ve stopped. I was swept by my overwhelming emotions and now I realized, at the end of the day, you will always go back to yourself and you alone! I was despaired, I was drowned but I kept an arm hanging on. SO much hurt and pains, now is the time to regain it and make it on the top! Now I’ve learned before asking my partner if they have loved me is not really a question to utter anymore, it is better to ask if I had love myself just enough to be treasured by another.
NOW I always know, I shall always take my time ‘till everything shall fall into its right perspective. COMPROMISE is the word that shall let us stick together! Meeting each other HALF-WAY!..Wherever you are... I know my virtue of patience shall find you in GOD’s TIME!

HAndle yourself with CARE!...

It is not loving to stay in a place where you are happy sometimes, and sad most of the time. It is not loving to convince yourself that it is okay to stay in a place where you are not loved, honored and valued the way your heart tells you, you deserve to be. It is not self-loving, nor it is loving to others involved, to allow yourself to be mentally, emotionally or physically abused in the hope that things can, or will, get better. When you participate in actions and activities that are not loving toward you, you are helping them do things that hurt you, and that is not a loving thing to do.
It is easy to convince yourself that you must stay where you are because you have no place to go; or because you know things could get better. It is easy to overlook things that eat away at your sense of self, your sense of value, your sense of well-being. As easy as it may be to blame someone else, to try to ignore what you feel, to call your pain a sacrifice for love, you are not being loving or wise to do so. Eventually, you will be held responsible for everything you experience and how you have responded to it.
Love does not ask us to lose ourselves, harm ourselves or sacrifice ourselves for its sake. Love offers itself to us, measure for measure,what we offer it. If you are being dishonored, disrespected, physically harmed for the love you give, you must ask yourself, "Am I really giving love, or am I simply afraid to leave?"
you may have participated in being unloving toward yourself. Just for today, allow yourself to stand in the truth, honor and peace of love. Ask yourself, "Am I receiving all that I am giving?" If not, ask yourself "Why not?"
love yourself. honor yourself, remove yourself from unloving experiences... so handle yourself with care!...it is always worth it to be with someone who know your worth!...